BLESSED IF NOT LUCKY

I am  not craving for ur attention honey
I thought ure clever enough
I am not trying to tell tale or sing a lullaby baby
I am not tryin my heart here to bluff.

You're bullshit poems nd those silly write ups
used to get tears down my cheeks
now when i go through those massive mayhems
i counter attack emotions of the long gone weeks.

I  thought i was matured enough to hold  myself back
I thought u can never ever make my this heart melt.
But then i fell for u,i fell for the awesomeness of it
the agile feeling,the instant smile would definitely take the credit.

ohh so great were the times we spoke,
or the technically things when done,
the sweet nothings had so much meanings
and the moments of happiness and fun.

then things got rotten and rust on feelings were seen
out of utter boredom or just a sense of time
we parted our ways to our glory  my friends
when i thought breaking up was just another crime.

Then i said to myself after a break of few months
honey what were you thinking all this time and act like one
the old mayur who wud never give it a second thought
to speak her heart out even if shes lost the battle once won :P

she made the first move and stepped a foot forward
only to know that she was daydreaming or playing a game thats over
shes such a fool that never occured to dumb brains once
that hes still in love with his old pretty lover :)

so, I pledge to myself "too much of something is bad enough"
so pack the bags again my darn
because u live once,u  play hard ,u try to be the one,but then my friend
its just a game called life and in it u just need to have fun !!!