real-i-zation

Don't discourage me if you cant encourage
that hurts me a lot
don't tear me apart,if you think you own me
am not a piece of cloth.

I was never a good student,
I never stood first
I never claimed to be the front runner
when I lose, please dont feel aghast.

I share my fears to feel good
when you take them as my weakness
You never told me I bogged u down
I burdened you and made you feel helpless.

I talk sweet, I am a motor mouth
that does'nt give you the chance
I respect you, so I abided few ideas
never thought you will insult,for instance.

I might seem childish,confused or just impulsive
call me what you want now
remember, even I know  what struggle means
even the thick soils needs to get ploughed.

I dont think I am great,
I never said that I do.
I always thought I'll make it big
am I at fault for this too?

You don't know anything about me,
still I let you talk, no end to what follows.
I call you people my loved ones
GUYS, that does not mean ,rubbish will I swallow.

I don't think small of people
neither do I want them to feel
Just because I am treading rough paths
don't preach me what is real.

I am disgusted with the expectations
I hate it when you say.
give me some time just to realize
don't scare me with each passing day.

Its not your fault I know
I have digged out my own grave, love
But trust me, I'm quite sure this time
my life's gonna be great above.

namesake

You gave me many reasons to laugh
and reasons to be happy
you've spend sleepless nights
to change my baby nappies.

The baby girl who learned everything
who learned to be a "girl"
seeds  of liberty ,seeds of freedom
you gave me ground to twirl.

You mean the world to me sweetheart
you mean my everything.
you've given me wings to fly
you've taught me how to sing.

I've looted your peace of my mind
I've treated you like mad
I've made you do everything
you've taught me the good n bad!!!

Remember the first time I applied rouge
the time I wore your wedding saree
the smile on your face, the glow on mine
my first experience with flattery !!!

You've taught me to be strong
taught me to be steady
made me gather confidence
which i knew already :P

Cummon lady!!! get up now
I am incomplete without you
who will look after my kids,huh?
who'll teach them to WOO !!!

I LOVE YOU, the most in this world
you mean my LIFE, need i swear on that?
I'll be most elated ,if you agree with it
you're the one who calls me thin, even am  so fat!!!
(what bad rhyming)

(my beloved, my bestest friend,my guide and my saviour)

Miss March

I tend to think,then I think again
the month of March is here.
This very month stands third in line,
month that collects stories  for me every year.

This month has taken away
her, and put us away for years.
this month have bestowed on me
with hundred reasons of happiness and tears.

I will remember certain dates
certain events of this month,oh dear
I will swallow many unforgetable tales
many things I still fear.

I will never let go 15th of march
(2003)
ahh not an ordinary day dear lord
this day I wrote my maths paper,(for the last time)
and have cherished it as a memorable thought!!!

I mended roads,I stitched the wounds
This month knows it so well
I cried for the last time like a baby
I let my eyes for the last time, to swell.

They say you're such a weirdo babe,
march will come every year.
let go of the month that you so adore
we'll pray, you soon grow up dear.

oh come on guys, my loverly ladies
my nawani sisters, my sammy, chandu ,my mehz
Stop treatin me like a baby, peeps
I know wats good for me,nd wats best!

Russians captured my heart in March
they attacked in october and brought down tyranny.
Spring sprayed colors and showered smiles
I attacked  my emotions ..oh wat an irony :P

Please march be extra good to me,
you have always been extra nice and good
you have given me the best memories of my life
childhood paved way to my youth.

Come next year,come again my march
another year of events wait ahead.
come to me with bundles of surprises
get me a life ill cherish instead!!!

kekadhhoni: Oh Calcutta !!!

kekadhhoni: Oh Calcutta !!!: "My days are so monotonous that i don't recollect yesterday. I tried to think what happened when did my blck hair turned this grey. Old Jimm..."

Oh Calcutta !!!

My days are so monotonous
that i don't recollect yesterday.
I tried to think what happened
when did my blck hair turned this grey.

Old Jimmy wished me the charming way
when I turned my sweet sixteen
today his grandson smiled at me, sweetly
oh, it should be my beauty that is yet to be ruined !!!

Is it been so long papa?
or it been that long,that i don't remember?
when did I last kissed him?
Oh yes! the day I had surrendered.

He brought me Barbara Cartland
he sang me "John Denver"
now he read books like there's no tomorrow,
and I regret of marrying him, oh such a blunder !!!

let bygones be bygones, papa
let me be your princess, Emma
let me be the awesome wife,
my husband said," another will long forever"

My Wellington tram-rides
my polka dotted dress or my Bata
my park street cemetery, my old city,
my ever loving, dedicated "Calcutta"

That hustling in the coffee house
the smell of old books on the road
the vermillion clad godesses under trees
this is  by far a million's best abode.

I might not know the real essence
of being a perfect "bong"
I don't clad "tanter saree" or wear vermillion
but can hum a hundred song.

Remain my home, remain my friend
remain like this till i die.
remain my first love,remain my "Tillotama"
Don't change my sweetheart, before I say good-bye.

jai ride

TO MY DEAREST SILLY JAIDEEP,

lit up cheer up my poet u look good with that

sulking doesnt help now thats a  common fact

i love it when u smile,even u laugh like a teen

smilin heals pain it does it has olwas been

u rock ure the best ure the awesumest guy ever 

take dat or leave it..uve helped me alot..can call u a saver.

i seldom butter peeps seldom do i beg,

u know me well i guess..i dont fake.

i suck at being a poet thats pretty much clear

i love u fr the asshole guy nd i say dat widout fear.

its from a friend..may be just a girl u know,

trust me i hate u for the silly gyans dat flow.

my rhymin abilities are going to the drains ii can feel it real

true love dosnt exist boss..isnt that too fr fuckin god surreal?

u know i dnt love u coz i need to know u more

for gods sake u cant be of 26 years or so.

ure freaking mad...jerk attyms added for true

i gotta sleep now,im fuckin tired so need to bid adieu!

u take care and be happy for the reasons u dont know

ull have a great life im sure jaideep for that reasons i need not show.

ure just a bloody human so be happy coz ure great now nd then.

gunnyt sweetdreams have fun ...ill ryt this shitty kobita kalke again...:P

MG :)

kekadhhoni: Cinderella for a Day

kekadhhoni: Cinderella for a Day: "Being a woman is tough so prepare for the hard life ahead. ure just twelve and just a daughter there're a role to play called wife,mother o..."

Cinderella for a Day

Being a woman is tough
so prepare for the hard life ahead.
ure just twelve and just a daughter
there're a role to play called wife,mother or the mistress on bed.

I want you to tell me sweetly in my ears
those three golden words I long to hear
baby, you are my life,my love may be
it seems "YOU LOST WEIGHT" ,the view i want u to adhere

To menstruate is considered a talk
behind those carved out wooden doors.
not to bleed a boon for the male
and a bane for women- to rage a topic of furore.

To barr himself from ejaculation
he never tried his best
he does it with honor,woman
and discusses":what a slut to get herself like that dressed".

You will set us the rules
you will ask us to follow
you will punish us for our shortcomings,
you will allow our precious tears to get swallowed.

God made us both pretty and the biggest fools
He must have been or is rather a man.
otherwise why does'nt the newspaper reads
a rape victim was recued "some Ram,some Ravi,some Raman"??

My mom taught us sisters
to have a word of our own
to be respected by the MEN
because that is something yet to be born.

I would love to be born a woman again
but a four-legged would do
then the menfolks would not judge the way I dress,rather
they would attack me for a better reason or so.

The five minutes help to bring about a life
the lifetime jesture of pity.
the way of looking at me with your manly-eyes
to make me realize."hun it was just my duty"

You will become more strong
you will love more with growing days
you will never hate even if you plan that
it will never happen in million years,theres no such ways.

You will always fall in love
through those EARS,its not a lie
Men will remain poised and visual,
ears dont work for them,its only their EYES.

The men that stands by us
are called, "either he's a gay or just spineless"
the men who loved us not for our bodies but the reason unknown
will always remain a coward,a weak heart oe a swine :)

So,buckle up and let go
let go of this free time of reading my lines
you've got kids at school and a loving hubby at the desk
there is a life u need to serve , a life u got to keep aligned.

No matter what happened yes'day
no matter what lies ahead
we just live for today as they said it once,
we're the one,everyone expects to be well prepared.

O kay, it can be done now
you can take a break and be relaxed for a while,just to say
BUT, just for a day remember my "Cinderella"
feel like a princess or a queen and wish others" a happy womens'  day"

kekadhhoni: BLESSED IF NOT LUCKY

kekadhhoni: BLESSED IF NOT LUCKY: "I am not craving for ur attention honey I thought ure clever enough I am not trying to tell tale or sing a lullaby baby I am not try..."

BLESSED IF NOT LUCKY

I am  not craving for ur attention honey
I thought ure clever enough
I am not trying to tell tale or sing a lullaby baby
I am not tryin my heart here to bluff.

You're bullshit poems nd those silly write ups
used to get tears down my cheeks
now when i go through those massive mayhems
i counter attack emotions of the long gone weeks.

I  thought i was matured enough to hold  myself back
I thought u can never ever make my this heart melt.
But then i fell for u,i fell for the awesomeness of it
the agile feeling,the instant smile would definitely take the credit.

ohh so great were the times we spoke,
or the technically things when done,
the sweet nothings had so much meanings
and the moments of happiness and fun.

then things got rotten and rust on feelings were seen
out of utter boredom or just a sense of time
we parted our ways to our glory  my friends
when i thought breaking up was just another crime.

Then i said to myself after a break of few months
honey what were you thinking all this time and act like one
the old mayur who wud never give it a second thought
to speak her heart out even if shes lost the battle once won :P

she made the first move and stepped a foot forward
only to know that she was daydreaming or playing a game thats over
shes such a fool that never occured to dumb brains once
that hes still in love with his old pretty lover :)

so, I pledge to myself "too much of something is bad enough"
so pack the bags again my darn
because u live once,u  play hard ,u try to be the one,but then my friend
its just a game called life and in it u just need to have fun !!!